I was writing in my journal this morning about success, a topic that I continually struggle with. I’ve been trying to reframe it, into something I can grasp. I think part of my problem is that I see success as so far away, so distant that I can’t figure out what I want because I [...]
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My Inner Control Freak
February 16, 2009 – 9:16 am
If you know me, you know that one of my least favourite things is to not be in control. Letting go is by far the hardest thing for me to do. I’d rather wrestle a 10 foot croc than attempt to relinquish control. Oddly enough though, that’s what I did all last week. I was [...]
A New Definition of Success
February 3, 2009 – 10:22 am
Yesterday, I spoke about how I’m terrified of success, and how much that’s blocking me. Well, after some great advice from some friends, I decided to sit with the fear, and see what it was saying. The answer almost immediately surfaced – my body was scared. Now, obviously this is going to sound a bit [...]
Let's Play Pretend!
February 2, 2009 – 10:10 am
So it’s Monday morning (again) and the first Monday of my “I’m not going to do anything I damn well don’t want to” month. I’m a little bit annoyed because I had to miss yoga this morning to go to the doctors. Sad. But on a much brighter note, my father went back to work [...]
Sooner or later.
January 20, 2009 – 9:56 am
So today, I’m calling disability support, to make an appointment. This really feels like giving up to me. I vowed that I would become independent and support myself goddammit, and this seriously feels like I’m waving a white flag. I know it’s not like that. I know some people are so glad to get disability, [...]
