Bad Dreams I woke up this morning feeling humiliated, broken, hunted. It took me a few minutes to realize it was only a dream. I can't seem to shake it though. As I sit here writing, drinking my cup of tea, I still feel shaken. I still feel shaky, and a little bit nauseous. I don't want to remember the things in my dream - I don't want to … [Read more...] about Ms. Positivity Sunshine Pants be damned.
So there. There is a part of me that, having been raised in a world where dreams don't matter and don't count, thinks I need to give up this silly artist game already and just go home. Let it go. Give it up. It thinks I've failed. In it's eyes, I tried a whole bunch of stuff and not too much of it worked out, in the monetary sense. Since that's … [Read more...] about I'm not giving up.