It’s not that 2008 was necessarily a bad year. More like it was a hard year. A year where I noticed that my life was not what I wanted it to be at all, and as a result, went through lots and lots of growing pains. And I mean lots. And loudly. With lots of [...]
If you’re gonna be stuck, you might as well make it into a weird rhyming thingy. I am still feeling uncomfortable, and out of touch with my own identity. I constantly come back to the same pattern – feeling stuck, specifically in the mind of a 12 year old. I feel like I got benched [...]
I’m in a place right now, where I feel like nothing is going right. I mean, I know there are some things that are going right, but it just doesn’t feel like it. I feel like I’m being blocked left and right. No commissions are coming in, or they fall through, or no one ever [...]
Please, never pick up a chronic illness until after adolescence. Just trust me on this one. I’ve been feeling…weird lately. I say weird, because the word I’m looking for doesn’t actually exist. I mean, is there a word for “my whole identity feels weird and screwed up because I didn’t have an adolescence so now [...]
Some days I hate business stuff. Sorry, that’s a lie. I love all the business stuff. I think what I hate is the decision making. The “OHMYGODALLOFTHISISUPTOMEANDIDONTKNOWWHATIMDOING!” decision making. And you know what it boils down to? Fear. Again. It always comes back to our friend fear. You know, there’s always two paths – growth, [...]
Do you ever find that an entire day has passed where you’ve been ridiculously busy, and yet you find that you have done absolutely nothing? You passed your entire day doing mindless busy work that isn’t really getting you anywhere but further away from where you want to be. I used to spend entire months [...]
