Dear God. Let me disappear. Please, dear God, please. Let me evaporate And become nothing. Let me be empty, Painless, Invisible, Weightless, Dead. I didn’t choose this life, This body, This nightmare. So let it be over. And let me sleep. Don’t make me do this, God. I’ll do it. I swear to God, I’ll [...]
Tags: Emotional healing, emotional trauma, facing the past, pain
I saw some old friends from high school last night. It was weird. I felt so out of place. I had no university stories to tell, of drunken escapades, and crazy teachers. I think the weirdest part though, and Havi talked about this the other day, except she was dealing with in-laws, was feeling the [...]
Tags: biggifying, confidence, Emotional healing, emotional trauma, expansion, healing inner pain, pain
Sometimes junk comes up in life. I, like most other people, spend the majority of my life trying to pretend it isn’t there. We’re really good at that as a society I think – “Hmm, well no one wants to hear about my junk, and its probably not that big of a deal, and I [...]
Tags: emotional trauma, healing
