Dear God. Let me disappear. Please, dear God, please. Let me evaporate And become nothing. Let me be empty, Painless, Invisible, Weightless, Dead. I didn’t choose this life, This body, This nightmare. So let it be over. And let me sleep. Don’t make me do this, God. I’ll do it. I swear to God, I’ll [...]
December 21, 2008 – 10:05 am
I saw some old friends from high school last night. It was weird. I felt so out of place. I had no university stories to tell, of drunken escapades, and crazy teachers. I think the weirdest part though, and Havi talked about this the other day, except she was dealing with in-laws, was feeling the [...]
October 14, 2008 – 3:17 pm
Sometimes junk comes up in life. I, like most other people, spend the majority of my life trying to pretend it isn’t there. We’re really good at that as a society I think – “Hmm, well no one wants to hear about my junk, and its probably not that big of a deal, and I [...]