Good bye. I can’t find you, Dearest love, Where have you gone? Hidden away Behind some great Rock, Smirking, smug at Your clever camouflage. Mocking, taunting With your cries of Caring. You don’t care. And I know it. But I believe you anyway, Because I want to. I want to pretend That somebody cares. But [...]
Tag Archives: Emotional abuse
I'm walking on sunshine, whooaaaooo
January 27, 2009 – 10:47 am
Today, I am delightfully happy. In fact, more than delightfully happy, and more importantly, I am hopeful. Yesterday, I admit, I was absolutely miserable. Somehow I wrote a happy post anyways, but my allergies were awful and I’d had a less than happy conversation with someone close to me. But today – oh today, I [...]
Ick, I feel small.
November 17, 2008 – 1:37 pm
My ex, the emotionally abusive one, apparently just got an audition to model for Abercrombie and Fitch. I know it shouldn’t bother me, but it does. A lot. I feel like, he left me, and made me feel like crap about myself, and then went off to have multiple girlfriends, and now, he’s a model, [...]
Scary, emotional, vulnerable stuff.
October 23, 2008 – 7:14 pm
I’m pretty torn about today’s topic. I’ve been pondering for a while about whether I should write about this or not, and whether I’ll be doing it for the right reasons. I was afraid that maybe I would be doing it for attention or sympathy or even approval. I eventually decided though, that even if [...]
