I have come to the inevitable conclusion that I am just never going to be an adult. Again and again, I struggle with the idea that I somehow need to get it together, to grow up, to be responsible. That I need to eat 8 servings of fruit and vegetables a day, not let mold [...]
Category Archives: guilt
Bad Vibes
June 24, 2009 – 10:49 am
This is actually one of the hardest things I’ve ever written. So please be gentle. It’s amazing how much the energy and intention behind an action can really affect the results that action has. Recently though, I forgot this, and I let my own fear and desperation put out really bad vibes around my art [...]
Who do you make your decisions for?
June 23, 2009 – 9:36 am
The guilt monster has been back, snapping at my heels again about this nude show. I can’t seem to get the damned creature to leave me alone. No matter what choice I seem to make, I end up feeling guilty about something, or like I’ve disappointed someone. Ugh. Buggeration. Choice #1 – Throw myself in [...]
